Anonymous asked: how does it feel to be fake as fuck?

When it comes to what, exactly?

Whoops, I bought a new thing πŸ˜πŸ’”πŸ’‹ #biltwellbonanza #biltwellinc

Five days until @instagramlessalan and I get the keys to our new place! Beyond excited!

Anonymous asked: Was it easy to leave your ex and find someone new to love? It seems like it would be hard to be happy and I'm jealous that you are!

At first leaving Zane was a hard decision, but it was pretty much like a 6 month break-up, so by the time we actually decided it was over, I had already “mourned” the relationship. We also kept it a secret for a while so a lot of people are thinking I moved on really fast when in reality, months went by. But yes, Travis makes me super happy. So far it’s just really fun and easy with him, pretty effortless. I love it.

1 day ago on July 27, 2014 at 01:25am

Anonymous asked: How hard would it be if you had to go 24 hours without using sarcasm? Would you even be able to accomplish such a feat?


In real life or on the Internet?

Sarcasm is a coping technique in dealing with large amounts of anxiety. I honestly don’t think I could avoid using it for an entire day. I could tone it down probably though.

I wish more people understood this. Other than the few people who are really close to me, everyone is always so annoyed with how sarcastic I am. I always try to explain it’s how I deal with high levels of stress/anxiety, but they think I’m just using that as an excuse. It makes me really sad/upset sometimes.

Just said bye to this loser for the next two weeks. He leaves today for the USA Run in Cody, WY. 3,600 miles on a bike, plus all the riding they’ll do while they’re there does not make me jealous. I’m going to worry about him every second, though.

1 day ago on July 26, 2014 at 07:32am

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here

Anonymous asked: At first I just thought you were seeing Travis because you were desperate for attention or sex or something. I just took you as a girl that'd jump on the first boy that would show you attention while you've been single. But, seeing your last couple of posts have changed my mind. I don't know how you started seeing him, but you seem very happy and he seems to be a big contributing factor. I hope he realizes that he has a treasure in you and won't take you for granted. You are rare and beautiful.

You must not know me in real life, or if you do it’s not very well because I would never be with someone for sex or attention or anything like that. Travis and I found out we have a lot in common so we started hanging out and it’s just grown from there. He makes me incredibly happy. He’s just an overall super rad dude and I’m stoked to have him in my life. But thank you for the kind words.

Anonymous asked: Doesn't it scare you to date someone in a motorcycle gang?

Travis isn’t in a motorcycle gang.